bridgetc @ 2009-04-03T19: 25:00
there's always a catch.
commit myself to the maximum, but perhaps not up. (Beginning to have doubts)
explain difficult concepts in an examination by others. and they pass the exam and I am still. +
all think they're ahead of me. + one step up. spend and spreads but never return anything.
and when I can make my, what is around me leaves me.
leaves me to the ground. to confirm that I am signing the ennessimo failure.
yesterday I entered a convent. Sister beyond the grating was serene. he seemed calm and happy. yet her miss all those damn things I have. seeing the world. I envied. I envied her serenity.
living with my pain. part of me. but sometimes I do not feel it.
